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01:39 pm: Nasan na ang mga tao?
Oh well, it is Sunday. Everybody must be sleeping or something. Sa mga may exam, nagrereview ata sila (dapat pati ako kasi me exam din ako). Sa mga iba pa. Ewan ko ba.

I met someone in the internet. His name - RODEL ATIENZA. He is somebody who wants someone to talk to. No strings attached. In this crooked and very lusty age, to find one like him is a gem. Astig nga, he just want a good clean firendship. That is what I want.

Oh well, naisip ko din. Is it really safe to assume things? Sa Chem Engg kasi, puro assume. Kung wala kang i-a-assume, wala kang ma-so-solve. In life, is it really safe to assume things or will it get you badly hurt?

Iba ata ang wishful thinking kesa sa assumption. It hurts you to do "wishful thinking" when it gets inside your nerves and suddenly reality bites you so hard that you are torn into pieces. Assumptions are based on concrete, tangible data wherein when you assume something you are only a few steps away into reality. Am I right? Assumptions can't hurt you really bad. Wishful thinking does.

So ingat mga friendsters!

08:51 pm: Chapter One: Bothered.
Last night I was suddenly stunned to feel that I am experiencing severe back ache that really seeps inside my spine. I was totally scared. I can't slouch coz it really hurts. I can't take a deep breath because it really hurts. I feel my lungs sticking in my ribs. And more than that - very dirty thoughts are coming out of my head. I first i thought i had PROSTATE CANCER i remembered Raul Roco and all the things I'll be leaving behind. Grabe! I feel so weak and helpless. I felt that I'll be bed-ridden for the next couple of weeks. Thousand thoughts came into my mind - WHAT ABOUT KEM? WHAT ABOUT MY DANCING DAYS? WHAT ABOUT MY STUDIES? WHAT ABOUT JP? WHAT ABOUT MY PARENTS? Arrrghhhhh!!!!!

I took a breather. I lay slowly in the sofa. I assumed the position of a dead person because my spine really hurts when i lay on my side. I think I was crying. I thought that I should tell it to my mom but it was like 2 IN THE morning and even if I tell her, nothing's gonna change.

I fell asleep. I suddenly realized that this thing has gone over board because I dreamed about it. I saw me in the hospital talking to JP (to those who don't know, he is my former guy) alone and I saw him kissing me - you can imagine this - a movie cliche - but I was really into it. That moment, it was not corny at all - especially when you are dying.

I woke up hoping my spine would be okay but it was still bad. I was really scared and I don't want to get up my position. I still want to sleep and hoping that when I wake up, all my pain would just go away like those dreams. I approached my mom and
told her everything. But she told me it was "P-----", can't really remember. She told me it was trapped lump of air. She did something to me, a massage I think. I slept and when I woke up, the back pain was gone and it shifted at my side. Now, I could stand and walk but still can't take a deep breath.

Well, I thought that at least it wasn't really something really bad. Now, I'm totally okay.

Still scared.

08:25 pm: What a coincidence
Well, after writing my previous blog. I returned to McDonalds believing that the stupid party was over and I was right.

Therefore, I was again trying and very successful in studying equipment design (over a tall glass of coke with ice cream (thanks erma).

But NO!!

The manager was again doing a party setup. God, please help me.

The good thing is that the celebrators were like about in their late twenties.

See what I mean on my previous blog???

Well, it seems I'm not the only one who agrees with me.

Harhar.

04:23 pm: A Happy McDo Birthday
Grr...

I was silently and very well immersing myself to the act of understanding an assignment at McDonalds and then a birthday party out of nowhere just blasted off.

I was irritated...well i have no any reason to be(i thought to myself). This is a fast food chain and not a library.

But it made me thinking. How could you appreciate a McDo birthday bash when you are still small enough to care. I don't see any point of celebrating my 1st birthday at McDonalds. I might get scared of Ronald and just cry my whole birthday...that will be really stupid way to do my birthday.

(Anyone out there, please enlighten me on this.)

I remember I did attend one birthday at McDo and he was turning 18 actually that time. ANd we had a really cool celebration. Though the games were really for kids. It was really fun to see the grownups doing it. And the most impt. thing there - my friend enjoyed his birthday - CONSCIOUSLY.

I always think that McDo birthdays are boring when the celebrator's an infant. That's why I refrain from attending those kinds of party. It's like a way for the parents to brag off their money or way to get more gifts for their baby. And I don't care what you say. This is my blog. This is what I think.

Thank you very much.

10:18 pm: This is my first blog.
This is my first blog.

I did this during my Chemical Kinetics class.

It was a hot summer day. You are riding your wheels when your car aircon broke down. The sun is crawling in your skin...big time. The leather seat soaks your body and you fell jelly-ish.

At last the scorching torture is over. You went inside your house by the back door. You opened your fridge fiercely to look for an ice-cold drink but you see N.O.T.H.I.N.G. You go the sink and you find a glass half filled with water and half filled with ice. Your tongue can almost burn in thirst as you see the most beautiful thing in your whole life. As you approach your glass of water you accidentally slipped and as you recover...you see the glass at the tip of the counter about to fall. Suddenly everything went slow motion while you try to save your life saver. But unfortunately, you are in slow mo but the falling glass is not.

Belat!!! Di ka nakainom!!! Mamatay ka sa uhaw.

Lou